Chapter 854
Chapter 854
The closer the Chinese New Year approached, the stronger the guilt in Gu Cheng's heart. How did he treat Song Yu at the beginning? How could he be such a jerk!
In the past few days, Gu Cheng dared not touch Song Yu, and always felt that he was not qualified to enjoy himself.
No matter how slow Song Yu was, he could still see the strangeness in him. That night, Song Yu decided to have a good chat with him.
"Gu Cheng, are you busy?"
In order not to make Song Yu suspect anything, Gu Cheng leaned on the bed every night after washing up, holding a tablet to read documents.
It's the Chinese New Year, and the company is indeed busy, but it doesn't make him so busy every day that he turns off the lights.
Gu Cheng didn't know what Song Yu wanted to do, so he put down the tablet directly: "Not busy, what's wrong?"
Song Yu waved at him: "Then come here, let's chat."
Gu Cheng froze for a moment, came to Song Yu's side with doubts, and sat beside her.
The two sat on the sofa in silence for a while.
Gu Cheng didn't understand, so he asked, "What's wrong?"
Song Yu sighed: "I also want to ask you what's wrong? Do you have something on your mind?"
"I?"
"Don't tell me no, you've been abnormal recently, you don't look like you anymore, is there something you're hiding from me?"
Gu Cheng finally understood what Song Yu meant, and he knew he couldn't hide it from her. She knew him so well and was so smart.
"Song Yu, I..."
He didn't know what to say, he was afraid that if he said it, it would remind Song Yu of bad memories and make her uncomfortable.
"What about you? Is there anything you can't tell me? Gu Cheng, have you forgotten that we promised to trust each other unreservedly in the future? You can't hide things from each other?"
Gu Cheng nodded slowly, and sighed again: "I feel sorry for you. You have been with me for so many years, and I have caused you a lot of grievances. In the past, every New Year, you had to face so many relatives alone. They On the surface, he was polite to you, but in fact he was sneering at you."
For example, the previous Gu Nanxing family.
Every time Gu Cheng thinks of the grievance he caused Song Yu, he can't wait to slap himself a few times.
"Song Yu, I'm sorry."
Song Yu blinked and suddenly laughed.
Gu Cheng looked at her blankly.
"Just for this?"
Gu Cheng asked back: "Isn't this serious? The harm I caused to you cannot be repaired at all!"
Song Yu shook his head helplessly: "Gu Cheng, do you know what it means to start over? Since I agreed to be with you, it means that the past things are forgotten, and the situation back then was different, and you didn't like it back then. I."
"I like it!" Gu Cheng anxiously explained: "I like you, from the very beginning. Otherwise, with my conditions, why would I treat you differently after being single for so many years?"
It's because he loves without knowing it, and has done so many things to hurt Song Yu, he deserves death!
"Okay, it's all in the past, I don't mind anymore, why do you still care about it?"
Gu Cheng lowered his head, nana said: "I mind."
Song Yu is magnanimous and doesn't care about him, but he can't pass his own level. He hates him in the past. Sometimes he thinks, if only he could go back to the past, he will definitely wake himself up, and then take good care of Song Yu. Yu, they won't get divorced, and their mother-in-law won't die. They will be together happily, give birth to their own children, and be happy every day.
But time will not go back, he can't go back to the past, everything has happened, it can't be changed!
Why would Song Yu be willing to accept him again?Why is Song Yu so good!
How could he be worthy of such a good Song Yu!
"What are you thinking about all day long?" Song Yu said helplessly, "So you didn't touch me recently because you blamed yourself too much? Do you think you have no right to touch me?"
Gu Cheng looked at her cautiously, then nodded slowly.
"What about after that? Don't touch it anymore?" Song Yu deliberately frightened him while speaking: "I don't care, as long as you can bear it."
Can you stand it?
Gu Cheng knew that he was not that noble, maybe after a while, he would shamelessly join in.
Look at how despicable he is, he always does whatever he wants, relying on Song Yu's kindness, he will never stop making progress.
"Song Yu, I..."
Seeing that he didn't finish his sentence, Song Yu took a deep breath and stared at him for a moment: "Gu Cheng, I didn't expect that one day I would need to enlighten you on the past, and I will only say some things once, so please do well Listen carefully, listen carefully."
When Gu Cheng heard this, his expression became serious.
"That's right, you made me suffer a lot. I loved you, I didn't love you again, and then I fell in love with you again, you know? I never blamed you for the three years you ignored me , because we originally agreed to get married, you have no obligation to give affection for me, I fell in love with you on my own initiative, and those grievances are my own will."
Gu Cheng looked at her blankly.
"After that person appeared, you did a lot of things that disappointed me. That's when I started to resent you and hate you, but I also understand that you are deceived by others, and to some extent you are also a victim."
"I'm not!"
"Gu Cheng, listen to me, I'm not trying to exonerate you, and I'm not trying to whitewash what you've done. If you're wrong, you're wrong. There's nothing to argue about."
"I...I won't quibble."
"But you have been living in the past, so I will be very tired. I have to face your guilt and accept your carefulness towards me. If two people stand in an unequal position together, how far can we go? "
Gu Cheng was stunned, he had never thought about this issue, he tried his best to be nice to Song Yu, he was willing to be inferior to Song Yu, he would not complain.
"I don't like this, Gu Cheng, do you understand what I mean?"
"Song Yu, what should I do? Can you explain more clearly? Tell me exactly what to do?"
What should he do to make her feel at ease and comfortable?
Song Yu rolled his eyes at him: "Okay, then let me make it clearer. Don't you feel ashamed of me? But I don't want you to blame yourself and feel guilty every New Year in the future. Why don't you change your method."
Gu Cheng asked uncertainly: "What method?"
"In the future, every New Year, you will spend more time with me, don't let me face those relatives of your family alone, and! Can you be happier during the New Year? If you are unhappy, it will also affect my mood, okay?"
Gu Cheng looked at her timidly: "Are you...unhappy?"
"Ah."
"Then how can you be happy?"
"I'm happy when you're happy."
Gu Cheng's eyes widened suddenly, and he stared into her eyes bewilderedly.
Song Yu suddenly came up and kissed him on the lips: "Will you be happier this way?"
Gu Cheng's Adam's apple rolled: "Song Yu..."
"How about this?" Song Yu kissed him again, and after the kiss, he simply sat on his lap, put his arms around his neck, and said with a blushing face, "I've already taken the initiative, why don't you show it?"
Gu Cheng's breathing became short of breath, he picked up Song Yu, and they both fell on the bed.
MMB