Only I feel bad for Yaoyao

Chapter 20 Lin Xi

My parents are often away.

I became an adopted kid.

--Inscription

She is the second young woman of the opposite sex I have ever met. Before kindergarten, my mother had a very good relationship with her. The two of them often held hands and whispered intimately.And because I was too young, I always played with toy cars by myself near them.

I couldn't understand what they were talking about, and now that I think about it, it was just some boring family chores.Mom always starts crying first, quietly waiting for the other party to comfort her.

As she wished, she frowned and sighed, "Don't say this in front of the children."

She looked at me, eyes like phantom mist, no emotion.Stared at my throat, I continued to push my toy car.After staying for a short while, he was pushed into the housekeeper's car by his mother's hand in fear.

"Goodbye."

I sat down on the chair in panic, and looked back at her smiling face, as if what happened that day was all my illusion.

"Will you go to Aunt Ruan's house next time?" I asked my mother.

Mom looked at the blurry glass, her eyes were blank, "Don't go...don't go..."

She lied.

I raised my head, looked up at the beautiful and tall Aunt Ruan, and the little girl beside her, and thought angrily, my mother is a big liar.

but……

I looked back at my car and thought in a daze, she didn't seem to be lying.

After that, my mother never came to her house.

She is happy that I am part of the family.The little one next to me didn't think so, the little one was full of hostility towards this elder brother who appeared out of nowhere, his clear eyes fixed on me, trying to see something in me.

"Okay, hurry up and call brother in."

As soon as the little boy heard this, he ran away immediately.

She glanced at it and didn't care much.Turning back to me, she apologized and said, "I'm sorry, she's a bit of a stranger, so come in first and have a seat."

good.I moved my lips, but without opening my mouth, I sat on the edge of the sofa, feeling a touch of family affection.

The daily action patterns of this "new home" are very regular.

Get up on time for breakfast at seven o'clock, run at eight o'clock, go to work at nine o'clock, go home at five or six in the afternoon, and occasionally work overtime until nine o'clock in the evening.

This is her life.

And I chose to eat a sandwich and go to school obediently.The naughty boys in the campus teased me and asked me jokingly: "What's the matter, because your father found you a beautiful sister and went back to be a new mother?"

I kicked Xuxu, cursed "fuck you", and thought darkly in my heart: It would be great if this was the case.

In order to cover up this lie, I pretended to be awkward and said to these foolish boys: "I'm worried about how to get along with my sister..."

One of them, who has a good relationship with me, hugged my shoulders and said with a hippie smile: "That's not easy, I heard that little girls like those shiny trinkets the most, or those beautiful dolls in the supermarket, cute and delicious little ones." Cake or something—"

"—I don't like these, give them to others."

...was tricked.

I held the beautiful plastic shell that wrapped the Barbie doll, stared at her dully, and asked with some reluctance: "But I heard that many girls like these things-are you really not interested at all?"

"No."

Xiao Budian said to me coldly: "Don't try to please me, Lin Xi."

I give up.

I didn't give up completely, because I wasn't interested in currying favor with this girl, I was just an outsider living under the fence, and maybe I would go back soon.

It's just that God doesn't seem to have the idea of ​​wanting me to live in peace.I just decided to stay away from the little one, live my new life well, and throw myself into the arms of my original family in the most perfect state.But everything is going in the opposite direction.

I still have a good relationship with Xiaobudian.

It's a spider relationship.A spider about the size of an adult's palm was lurking on the ceiling, and the spider's hand with black hair was illuminated by the light, emitting a faint mist.Xiao BuDian lay on the bed with a dazed expression, closing his eyes and concentrating on waiting for death.

Originally, I didn't have the opportunity to come to her room. After all, based on whether men and women can accept each other, and I'm a few years older than her, naturally I wouldn't do such a hooligan thing.But that night, like a ghost, I heard her sobbing in pain, so I opened the door, and I saw her face covered with tears.

I killed the spider.

She cried even harder, not daring to see the dead spider, but she said, "Mom will be angry."

"She's going to kill me."

I looked back at her in shock, laughed again in a trance, and rubbed my head, "Hey, this is the 21st century, little sister who committed murder and violated the law, didn't your moral teacher teach you?"

"No." Little One said, "You don't understand."

She didn't say anything, picked up the broom, and swept the spider with her eyes closed, crying and crying.

"I'll just treat you as my brother."

Inexplicably, our relationship has become particularly harmonious.Xiao BuDian no longer had the gloomy look of death before.She can laugh, cry and make trouble, except that she is not very happy to act like a baby, she is basically the same as a normal child.Most importantly, I know her name - Ruan Xi.

Very nice.

Because I didn't have much contact with her before, I learned her name so slowly.

I sighed silently, and when I was rushed by someone, I immediately shouted: "What are you doing?"

The jerk kid who gave me the trick before was still laughing at me: "I'm in a good mood recently. It seems that the method I taught you last time succeeded, right? Let me just say, listen to me, you're right— "

"You fart."

I sneered, "She's not an ordinary girl. It's not as easy as you think."

In fact, it's pretty easy to handle, a spider thing.I started to wander, and I was a little puzzled, but the family obviously invited the housekeeper to clean the room, so there was no reason why there would be such a big spider in Ruan Xi's room.

Also, what did she mean by "Mama will kill me"?

I frowned, and before I could figure out why, I was grabbed by my friends and went wild in other directions.

My parents never came.

This stay is five years.

Five years, enough to make me an adult.

When I graduated from high school, I discovered the little secret between her and my mother.

Pages of documentaries are full of gore and horror.At that moment, I fully understood the origin of that spider, and my face turned pale with fright.She had been lurking behind me for a long time, and when she saw the time was approaching, she quietly stepped forward, pressing down like a ghost, and became the fright that passed through my life later.

"You found out."

She put her arms around my neck, her red lips pressed against her earlobe, and she breathed out ambiguously, "Your mother really likes me."

The photo album fell from my hands, and everything started to feel coy.

I fell in love with this dread wandering.

During the meal, the sound of her heels tapped to the ground, encircling my legs like water snakes, I couldn't resist, and then I was locked by two chains with vitality, and when I looked up again, she was smiling and smiling Talking and laughing with her husband and daughter as if nothing happened.

However, when the side face was facing me, there was a hint of seductiveness.

Is this why mom fell in love with her?

My stimulated blood spurted, and I pressed my trembling fingers. The silver utensils swayed between my fingers, and I roughly cut the cooked red beef again and again.

——I want to be killed by this woman.

really want.

"No."

Ruan Xi, who was the first to discover the clue, gave me a pertinent suggestion, "No."

"My dad isn't dead yet." She rubbed my hair roughly, accusing me sharply, "You just like being treated like this."

I quickly put away the flattered look in my eyes, "But your father doesn't care about you. Basically, I have been taking care of you all the time—isn't there a saying that an elder brother is like a father? Don't you want to do that?"

"Hehe." She sneered speechlessly, "You really can say anything - why don't you tell her that you want to be with her?"

"You agree, but she may not agree."

As she expected, as soon as I opened my mouth, the person concerned stared at me calmly.

"--no."

"Why?" I said, "Is there something wrong with me?"

"You're fine." She painted my cheeks with lip balm, "but I can't abandon others."

Mr. Ruan is a cage that confines freedom.

I'm just one of the outsiders, and sooner or later, like this lipstick that can be easily wiped off.I wiped Hong lightly, trying to fall into the abyss with her.

"Then promote me cruelly."

I said, "It would be good if I replaced him."

She sneered, lifted the folds of her clothes for the first time, and a hideous old scar came into my sight unexpectedly.I jumped up suddenly, and heard her laugh like fire, burning me: "You can't."

"You'll never do something like this in your life."

My panic turned around again, I grabbed her arms and asked in a trembling voice: "Why didn't you say it?"

"Do you expect me to lift up my clothes in front of my daughter and show her?"

She won't, I know.

I can't say the same.

"If I were him, I would never do such a thing."

"Ha—" she breathed a sigh of relief, "it's too late."

"When you go to college, let's break it." She closed her eyes, "I'm tired."

I fell asleep with my arms outstretched, and something was vaguely outlined in my dream.It seemed that she was dreaming of her. She changed all her arrogant appearance, cried bitterly, and asked loudly, "Why are you doing this to me?"

The other party didn't mean to be merciful at all, but just murmured numbly, "This is the meaning of the family."

"I need you to have a baby for me."

Suddenly I opened my eyes—

It seems that something is different.

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ps: Lin Xi and his mother are both masochists

Ruan Xi's mother was not domestically abused.

The second story ends.