Chapter 89
Chapter 89
The two of them lay side by side on the bed again. At this time, no one felt that the room was too dilapidated, and the bed was too small. On the contrary, because of the close distance, the two of them felt a kind of satisfaction from the bottom of their hearts.
Shen Ren was very sleepy at first, but after the torment just now, he became more energetic, so he started talking to Yao Zhuo.
"What happened to you just now, what happened to make your reaction so big?"
Yao Zhuo was holding Shen Ren's hand, and squeezed it lightly. Hearing Shen Ren's question, he turned his head slightly, and looked at Shen Ren with disbelief, "That's right, do you really think Don't blame me? Are you still willing...to be with me?"
He always felt that something was wrong, and this feeling became stronger and stronger. Was he too impulsive just now?
Shen Ren stared at Yao Zhuo, "You won't regret it, will you?"
Yao Zhuo leaned over, put his forehead against Shen Ren's, and then kissed carefully.
He didn't say anything, but it seemed like he had said a thousand words. With just one movement, he put his weakness in front of Shen Ren.
Shen Ren knew the meaning of that kiss very well, even at this moment, maybe Yao Zhuo felt that everything was just like a dream.
He suddenly felt distressed at this moment, because he knew how powerful Yaozhuo is, and he made such a move towards himself, like a beast, exposing his most vulnerable place to you, and you can hurt him at any time He, he will never resist.
But he really didn't understand why Yao Zhuo was so careful with himself.
Thinking about it carefully, he doesn't even know why Yaozhuo fell in love with him, is it because he blocked a thunder disaster for him?
In Liaozhai, there are often stories about the scholar who defended the vixen from thunder and then repays the vixen's favor, but...he doesn't think Yao Zhuo is such a person at all!
The atmosphere between the two was silent for a moment, Yao Zhuo's eyes were glued to Shen Ren's body, Shen Ren hesitated for a moment, but decided to analyze it a bit.
"Although I don't know why you would...the me, but I really like you."
Shen Ren first said this sentence implicitly to express his heart, and then went on to say the following, "Actually, when we first started dating, don't look at me as bold, but in fact I was quite empty in my heart. After all, you Rich and capable, even female fairies like you"
Seeing Yaozhuo glaring at him, he quickly added, "I can't compare to you in anything, your liking for me is like hitting me like a big pie..."
"You are a big pie!" Yaozhuo muttered.
Shen Ren smiled, "But I think, since you feel it, you have to try it. If you don't dislike me, I need to be more courageous, otherwise it would be a pity to miss it... Later, I know you are not human, It’s a monster, but I’m actually a little bit entangled!”
As soon as he said this, he saw that Yao Zhuo's expression became serious, and he quickly continued, "I think the demon has lived for too long, and I definitely won't be able to accompany you for so many years, especially when I get old. Now, you are still so young, thinking about it, I feel a little sorry for you, and if I die, I will leave you alone..."
Yao Zhuo said, "How could you die, I..."
He wanted to say that even if I died, nothing would happen to you, but thinking about the previous few times, he swallowed this sentence back, feeling extremely sorry for Shen Ren.
It was he who kept pulling Shen Ren and letting him follow him to where he is today, but he is not strong enough, careful enough, and not good enough for Shen Ren...
Shen Ren could see that Yao Zhuo was in a bad mood, so in order to adjust the atmosphere, he smiled and said, "Yeah, I'm in a much better mood now. It was bad enough that I was not equal in status at the beginning, and I was gay again. But later, it was even worse when I found out that she was still in love with a monster, and later on, I didn’t expect that I was also a monster, and everything was much better.”
After he finished speaking, he saw Yaozhuo staring at him, as if waiting for him to continue talking, but he had nothing to say, he had already finished speaking, this should be the time for Yaozhuo to express himself!
So he and Yaozhuo stared at each other for a long time, and then he choked out another sentence, "Yaoyaolian is really much better than human-yaolian!"
He felt Yaozhuo's hands go cold again in an instant - did the medicine just now really have some after-effects! ?
Fortunately, Yao Zhuo had already experienced a huge change in his heart, and now he survived it, but gritted his teeth and said, "Say, do you remember?"
Shen Ren nodded, "Yes!"
Yao Zhuo could hardly control the strength of his grip on Shen Ren's hand, "Then, why do you think it's a demon?"
Shen Ren looked puzzled, "Am I not a ginseng spirit? What am I not a demon?"
Yao Zhuo smiled wryly, "You are a god!"
What did he do?
Yao Zhuo's body cooled down little by little, and he didn't confirm with Shen Ren before doing it, but because of excitement and desire, he invaded the other party impulsively and desperately.
The guilt in his heart has turned into pain, but there is nowhere to vent it, and even a little joy emerges from the pain, which makes him feel that it is even more difficult for him to face Shen Ren...
Shen Renpo was a little shy, "Then what, I know that my position in your heart must be unusual, but it's not enough to say that I am a god..."
After he finished speaking, he realized something was wrong with Yaozhuo again, but this time he slapped Yaozhuo's back flatly and neatly, "I've already said that I don't blame you, why are you always Acting like you're sorry for me?"
Yao Zhuo gritted his teeth, "That's because you don't know the truth at all!"
Shen Ren seemed to understand a little bit, "You mean, before I became a spirit, I had other things with you?"
Yao Zhuo nodded and looked at Shen Ren intently. He simply didn't know what to do. Even if he confessed everything now, he was already in danger.
But at this time Shen Ren suddenly looked at him suspiciously, "Why do I feel that the one you like is not me at all, but the old me?"
This feeling of being jealous of yourself is really a bit subtle...
Just as Yao Zhuo was about to speak, he heard Shen Ren questioning, "Tell me, which one do you like?"
Yao Zhuo looked at the aggressive Shen Ren in front of him, and suddenly felt his mind went blank. No matter how he thought about it, he felt that this question was very profound. If he liked the former one, what is going on now?If you like the current one, why worry about the past, and if Shen Ren thinks about it in the future and says he likes the current one, will something happen?So he froze for a moment.
——It can only be said that no matter what kind of man, his IQ will not be enough when he meets the other side.
But Shen Ren was still reluctant, "Tell me, tell me clearly!"
Yao Zhuo felt that not only his brain was broken, but even his breathing became a little difficult, "This..."
Shen Ren sneered, "You can't tell, right? Thanks to the fact that I like you so much, the first thing I do when I emerge from the soil after becoming a spirit is to come to you, thinking that I will be with you forever, I'm very happy, now it seems, hum!"
After he finished speaking, he turned around and turned his back to Yaozhuo, praying secretly in his heart, don't fool him!
As for Yao Zhuo, after Shen Ren's accusations, his IQ went offline in time and successfully, and the point of entanglement changed from "what should I do if I didn't figure out the truth of the matter and I'm just such a beast" to "What should I do if my lover is angry, how can I comfort him?"
Although he was a little anxious, there were still bubbles of joy in his heart, boiling and bursting bit by bit, giving off a dazzling brilliance.
At least what Shen Ren said just now, after he became an incarnation, he wanted to find himself and be with him...
Maybe things are not that bad. Although Shen Ren has forgotten the past, he at least has an impression of himself, and he still wants to be with him. Does that prove that he didn't blame himself too much before?Is there no need to be so pessimistic?
So he pulled Shen Ren's shoulder, "Is what you said true?"
"what?"
"That's what happened after you became an incarnation."
"of course it's true!"
So Shen Ren just stared at Yao Zhuo's face, showing a smirk that didn't match his face.
But Shen Ren suddenly felt that this kind of expression that people can't bear to look at is Yao Zhuo's real expression. That incomparably powerful, calm, and self-reliant Manager Yao is just for others to see...
So he turned around and leaned over, kissed the corner of Yaozhuo's mouth in a comforting manner, and then said, "Although I don't remember the past, since I remember, the feeling of wanting to be with you is absolutely irreplaceable." False, instead of excessively remembering the past, immersing in the past, regretting, hurting and blaming yourself, it is better to grasp the present, at least we are together now."
Yao Zhuo looked at Shen Ren for a long while, and said in a shy voice, "You are always stronger than me, and you know how to face it better than me..."
Shen Ren yawned, "Don't say that, I still owe you a lot of money, I won't be able to live without you when I return to the world, and I'm really tired, don't you plan to let me rest for a while Is it?"
Yao Zhuo's sharp and stimulating emotions were so easily calmed down. He himself thought it was so inconceivable, but looking at Shen Ren, he really felt that the future can really be expected!
With this in mind, he and Shen Ren fell into a deep sleep together again.
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