MMB Chapter 520 I was born again to marry you. (Small 5k, Qingqing Party depends on it.)
Chapter 520 I was born again to marry you. (Small 5k, Qingqing Party depends on it.)
Chapter 520 I was born again to marry you. (Small 5k, Qingqing Party depends on it.)
"Then...the other girl you mentioned is Xiaomi?"
When Liu Ningqing asked this sentence, Xu Zhimu was also taken aback for a moment.
In fact, as a reborn person, most of them will keep their identities absolutely secret.
I'm afraid that if someone finds out, they will be taken away and sliced for research.
But in real life, if you say that you are a time traveler, it is estimated that a special car from the psychiatric hospital will come for consultation in a while.
There are quite a few people in this world who claim to be reborn traversers.
But no one has ever been confirmed.
In fact, most of the people who claim to be reborn and prophesy with plausible words are mostly swindlers who want to attract attention.
For example, Jack Ma, even if he said that he is actually a reborn person, he said that he did it only after he knew that mobile payment would become popular.
I'm afraid other people will just say "the boss is so humble, so funny"
So Xu Zhimu was not worried about the consequences of saying a few words.
After all, it's not in Xiuxian's novels, and it can search for souls and the like...
It's just that he didn't expect that Liu Ningqing would suddenly ask this question.
In the previous life, it was indeed because of An Xiaomi's departure that Xu Zhimu met the primary school sister.
He just nodded in recognition at the moment.
Looking at it from Liu Ningqing's side... there is a feeling that he regards her as a substitute for An Xiaomi who can't fall in love with her...
He looked at Liu Ningqing's gentle eyes, and the stars were twinkling in her eyes.
Xu Zhimu didn't want to lie to her, so he gently touched her cheek: "Do you believe me?"
Liu Ningqing nodded without thinking.
In this world, the person she most wants to trust is him.
But she still couldn't help biting her lips: "So, is it really her?"
"Yes."
Xu Zhimu nodded, looked up at the stars in the sky, and slowly took Liu Ning two steps forward.
"I still remember... It should be such a starry night, I was walking alone on the drunken campus, in the corner in front..."
Xu Zhimu pointed to a stairway leading to the gymnasium, and few people usually pass by it.
There was only one dim street lamp, emitting a faint light.
"I fell down on that staircase, good and bad thoughts kept popping up in my mind, but each of them was pulling my emotions into the boundless abyss, like this street light that would go out at any time, but ah, At the last moment, Ni showed up."
Xu Zhimu said, with a smile and a touch of moisture in the corners of his eyes, he looked deeply at Liu Ningqing.
He held her hand tightly, as if it was the last straw for a drowning man.
"I can't remember exactly how you appeared, but I still remember the first sentence you said to me until now.
You said to me: You...how did you become like this?
Your voice, or the gentle, messy look in your eyes when you were facing the light of the street lamp at that time, made me feel like I saw an angel at that moment..."
Xu Zhimu looked down at Liu Ningqing: "Do you know what you did at that time?"
Liu Ningqing looked at the emotion in his eyes, she also chose to believe such an extremely absurd thing like rebirth.
She shook her head slowly, because if what he said was true, the two people in the previous life didn't know each other, then her personality would not easily approach a boy, especially a drunk boy.
"You came over and slowly hugged me, who was drunk and emotional, in your arms. I will also remember that fragrant and soft warm embrace for the rest of my life."
Xu Zhimu couldn't help holding her into his arms, smelling the familiar fragrance from her body, no matter what the situation was.
Always feel so at ease.
But Liu Ningqing's eyes moved slightly, she shook her head lightly: "Have we met before that day?"
"That should be our first official meeting."
Xu Zhimu thought about it, maybe there was a passing experience in school.
But at that time, the elementary school sister always wore a loose coat to hide her better figure, and she would wear a mask to cover her beautiful face no matter the seasons, always deliberately avoiding everyone's attention.
I'm afraid that even if I pass by, I won't recognize it.
Xu Zhimu shook his head.
Liu Ningqing pursed her lips and thought about it, and finally said: "If I didn't know you...I wouldn't go...to hug you."
This sentence made Xu Zhimu stunned for a while, he thought carefully about the details of his last life.
I really don't have the impression that I met my primary school sister alone.
Even at that time, I was so focused on An Xiaomi that I hadn't even touched other girls.
After one semester, none of the girls in the class said a few words.
If you have to say...
Another memory appeared in Xu Zhimu's mind.
On a rainy night, in the teaching building, the umbrella I gave you...
That day, Xu Zhimu was in a bad mood, he just wanted to get out of the rain, and the girl next to him was coughing from the cold.
He handed the umbrella to the other party, and then plunged into the wind and rain.
I remember that the next day, there was an umbrella and a breakfast on my desk.
Three buns, a cup of soy milk, and a piece of sweet-scented osmanthus cake.
In the days that followed, every time I was in a bad mood because of An Xiaomi's anger, there would always be some more snacks in my class the next day...
It's the same as... the breakfast that my elementary school sister gave him during her military training, because these simplest breakfasts... For her at that time, it was already the best thing she could get out.
Xu Zhimu's pupils shrank, those memories lurked in the depths of his memory, and they always burst out instantly when he didn't expect them.
And the first sentence she said to herself.
"You...how did you become like this..."
Perhaps, perhaps since that day, she has been quietly looking at herself.
It's just that the self at that time was still focused on An Xiaomi.
I overlooked too much...
The tip of Xu Zhimu's nose was sore, he looked at the girl who was so gentle to the bone in front of him.
Cheng Fanmiao also said it.
They are all the same kind of people.
Maybe it was an undoubted act of kindness of her own, maybe it was just her being too tender and trying to make up, or maybe she also saw that they were the same kind of people.
The kind of person who has lost the most important part of himself.
Xu Zhimu hugged her tightly in his arms, wishing to rub her into his own flesh and blood.
That person who is a fool has always been himself.
It turns out that my feelings have never been single-line giving, but the process of rushing to each other, which is too difficult to detect.
Liu Ningqing felt his violent breathing and turbulent heartbeat, and her heart also accelerated unconsciously.
Reborn?
She didn't know, and she wouldn't believe it, but Liu Ningqing also wouldn't doubt his words.
only……
If that's the case, then whether he was moved by his feelings for him or liked it.
Then in his rebirth this time, the person he wants to come back to find is himself or...she.
When Xu Zhimu finally regained his excitement, he slowly let go of some girls in his arms, but he also found that her eye sockets were moist.
"Qingqing."
"Zhimu...you tell me...if these are true, then what is your feeling for me...is it moving, or liking, or just..."
Liu Ningqing bit her lip, she could bite every word clearly, but she really couldn't say the last sentence.
Xu Zhimu stretched out his hand and gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, earnestly and gently.
"Perhaps, I have some desires for sex. Perhaps, I also once confused emotion into love. Perhaps, there was a moment when I regarded you as a supplement to the emptiness in my heart..."
Xu Zhimu looked into her eyes and saw the panic in the depths of her eyes.
Xu Zhimu continued: "However, I have never regarded you as anyone's substitute, to me, you are the only light when I fall into the abyss.
I have to admit, I like your face, your figure, but I like your character, your soul, your heart that can always keep warm.
Xu Zhimu gently helped her to smooth the messy hair by her ears, and the voice mixed with the night breeze gently sent it to her ears.
"Most people's liking for their other half is actually just for sex. I don't deny this. I am also a human being with vanity. I must admit that I like your face and your figure.
But these are absolutely not, I like the only criteria for a person, even if you don’t have such a pretty face, and you don’t have such a perfect figure, I will always like your tender heart forever. "
Xu Zhimu and her got closer and closer to each other, and their noses were touching each other.
In Liu Ningqing's eyes, those apprehensions and panics have become complicated at this moment.
"Human beings have never been pure. Likes and loves are actually just a summary of emotions. Who can say exactly what it is?
Perhaps it is the combination of those appearance, figure, strength, emotion...all the conditions, and after comprehensive weighing, come to the most suitable conclusion for yourself.
And my conclusion is you. "
Xu Zhimu rubbed her upturned Xiaoqiong's nose, sniffing the faint fragrance of her body.
"Qingqing, if I were to choose again, you would still be the most important choice in my heart.
I will always like that Liu Ningqing who shoulders the burden of a family and gives silently.
I will always like Liu Ningqing who brought me herbal tea under the scorching sun during military training.
I will always like Liu Ningqing who would rather eat less than one meal every day, but also save money to buy us a house
I will always like that Liu Ningqing who stays up all night drawing until midnight every day, just to help me, but she is not willing to spend a penny.
I will always like that one, Liu Ningqing who is willing to make me my favorite meal even though she has been wronged already..."
One by one, Xu Zhimu expressed his emotions little by little.
Liu Ningqing's heart was also filled with warm currents, and she might have forgotten those little things.
But he still remembers.
Xu Zhimu touched her cheek: "I know what you've been worried about.
You have been worrying that you can't directly help me in my career like Ye Luojia.
You have always cared about me. During the first 20 years of my life, the person who was always by my side was An Xiaomi.
You are still worried about whether your family will be recognized by my parents. I know all about it. "
Xu Zhimu expressed all the most sensitive thoughts in Liu Ningqing's heart word by word.
Liu Ningqing stared at him blankly, she bit her lip, and couldn't help but shed tears again.
Xu Zhimu kissed her cheek, and sucked those bitter tears into his mouth.
"But, Qingqing, what you gave me is something no one can give me.
The girl who wove me a lucky bag is you.
You were the girl who stayed up late to make me herbal tea during military training.
You are the girl who wants to buy me a house while eating steamed buns and saving money.
You are the girl who helps me clean up every day and never complains.
No matter how late you come home, you will always have hot tea for dinner, and you are the girl who is alone on the sofa waiting for me to come home.
The girl who stayed up all night knitting sweaters for my parents was also you.
My life, my everything, is already full of your shadow.
Everyone yearns for vigorous feelings, but how many people can endure years of boredom.
We all have to return to the plain and warm daily life, always surrender to tenderness, and always surrender to you. "
Xu Zhimu held Liu Ningqing's cheeks with both hands, and the distance between the two of them was so close that they already occupied the other's pupils.
"Qingqing, in the future life, please stay by my side forever, I will always need your care and tenderness... okay?"
Liu Ningqing's ears were already filled with his voice, and his mind was filled with his last request.
Her chest was also beating wildly all the time, and she was crying. At this moment, she stood on tiptoe.
Under the darkness of night, kiss deeply and forcefully.
Then... for the rest of my life, I will teach you a lot.
I don't know how long it took, maybe the stars in the sky were blushing, and a dark cloud came to cover them.
Beside the dim street lamp, two people are holding hands, walking step by step.
Stepping on each other's shadows, a warm trace was drawn on the ground.
"Tomoki..."
"Ok?"
"You are really... This is the first time you are in love."
Liu Ningqing felt dizzy both in her heart and head.
She didn't hear many love words today, but each sentence was countless times sweeter than the previous love words.
She didn't doubt every word Xu Zhimu said, but she also wondered if this guy had such a sweet mouth, did he have the experience of studying somewhere before.
"Yeah, it's really the first time I've fallen in love with you."
Xu Zhimu also smiled lightly.
Although the things with An Xiaomi...the childhood sweethearts before are almost like couples, but the real relationship that is confirmed in name is only with Liu Ningqing.
"Then what about you and... Xiaomi."
"It doesn't count."
Xu Zhimu coughed dryly, but he didn't expect her to ask directly.
"Then why Xiaomi left you..."
Liu Ningqing suddenly asked again.
Xu Zhimu was silent for a moment, and finally said: "Sick."
After Liu Ningqing listened, she also lowered her head and looked at her own shadow, muttering: "Sure enough..."
Xu Zhimu looked at her expression, and he couldn't help asking: "Qingqing, do you believe me...are you really a reborn?"
Liu Ningqing also raised her head to look at him, and finally shook her head slightly.
"I don't believe in rebirth, but I believe in you."
Liu Ningqing hugged one of his arms: "I don't care about the past and present... In short, you said you want to marry me in this life, then you must do it."
Seeing her pretending to be tough, Xu Zhimu couldn't help but smile.
"You just think I'm talking nonsense, but I will definitely marry you."
Liu Ningqing looked at him for a while, then hummed, and walked slowly with his arm in his arms.
Go and go.
Liu Ningqing suddenly raised her head and asked him: "Zhimu, in your last life...did you ask for a wife?"
Xu Zhimu was stunned for a moment again, his last life...was indeed quite sad.
He shook his head: "No."
"Have you lived your whole life alone?"
Liu Ningqing didn't know why, but when she heard that he was alone in his previous life, she felt a little secretly happy.
Even Liu Ningqing, who is so gentle, will have a little bad intentions.
"For half my life, I will be confused and don't know what's going on later."
Seeing her expression, Xu Zhimu also smiled: "I, Xu Zhimu, am pure and innocent. I have guarded myself like a jade for two lifetimes, so I leave it to you, so you can have fun."
Liu Ningqing blushed for a moment, then hugged his arm and shook it gently.
This bad guy always said these sweet words unexpectedly.
In Liu Ningqing's perception, she doesn't believe in rebirth.
But suddenly there was an unspeakable emotion in my heart.
They are the same kind of people.
Once you fall in love with someone, this life will not change.
So... what about An Xiaomi.
Can he really let go...
"Tomoki..."
Liu Ningqing looked at him and subconsciously shouted.
"what happened?"
Xu Zhimu's gaze is also gentle like the stars in the sky.
The words in Liu Ningqing's heart suddenly seemed to be dumbfounded.
Finally, she said softly, "I'll make you your favorite ribs tonight, okay?"
"Please do it for me for the rest of your life."
"Hmm~"
Here comes the chapter, which took a long time.
Actually, recently.
The transformation of Xiaomi and Jiajia has attracted a lot of fans.
Some people always say that the primary school sister's character is too fake, unreal and so on.
In fact, everything about the primary school sister has been integrated into every part of the whole book, and it is also like the warmth that I have been enjoying in my daily life but is most easily overlooked.
The perfection of the primary school sister actually reflects the unsatisfactory places in reality. She is the most perfect and the least perfect.
It is a pity that too many people can't catch up.
Be it Xiaomi or Jiajia, people with distinctive personalities will always get more attention from the society.
But most people are just imperfect primary school girls,
Don't let plainness and suffering overwhelm our tenderness.
(Finally, I would like to thank the Flying Dutchman for the reward, thank you)
(End of this chapter)