MMB Chapter 733 The two women's talk, the other party who gradually accepted.
Chapter 733 The two women's talk, the other party who gradually accepted.
Chapter 733 The conversation between the two women, gradually accepting each other.
In the ward.
When An Xiaomi told about Ye Luojia and Xu Zhimu, the emotions between the two were a little complicated.
After all, Ye Luojia was a special existence to them.
An Xiaomi's face turned pale, she looked at Liu Ningqing, and said softly, "Sister Ningqing, actually, I knew what happened between you that night in Binhai. At that time, I was just like you, and I couldn't accept , I also understand your despair and disappointment..."
Liu Ningqing knew what An Xiaomi was talking about. She fainted on the street that day. Later, she found out that it was An Xiaomi who felt that she was in a bad mood, so she followed her all the time, and finally sent her back.
That night, Liu Ningqing really felt that her sky was about to collapse.
She is a person who never leaves a way out for herself. Until that day, she has never regretted liking Xu Zhimu.
She was more disappointed in herself, if...she could help Xu Zhimu, maybe he wouldn't be like this.
It's been a long time, but every time I think about it, I still feel sad...
An Xiaomi looked at Liu Ningqing's slightly frowning brows, and she knew that when Liu Ningqing knew about herself and Xu Zhimu.
The damage she caused would not be much lower than that of Ye Luojia.
"Sister Ningqing, I'm sorry. I know that apologizing is the most useless way, but if you don't say these words, I'm afraid I won't have a chance in the future."
An Xiaomi raised her head: "What about Xu Zhimu and I... I also talked to Uncle Liu."
Liu Ningqing's eyes trembled. In fact, when she heard An Xiaomi's excuse for asking Bai Yaya to fetch water, she knew it.
An Xiaomi sent herself away yesterday, it must be because she wanted to talk to her father.
And the only topic that needs to be avoided between them is this matter.
"Actually, I originally wanted to keep this matter hidden. After all, if I didn't survive the operation, these things could disappear forever with me...
However, I know Xu Zhimu, even if I really didn't hold on, he wouldn't pretend that nothing happened. I didn't expect that at that time, he and Sister Qingqing would bear all the mistakes for me.
Forgive my self-assertion, but this is the only way I can think of, cough..."
An Xiaomi said, and finally couldn't help coughing again.
Liu Ningqing took out a handkerchief and wiped the corners of her mouth for her. Her eyes were complicated, and she could understand what An Xiaomi did.
Just like she knows Xu Zhimu, Liu Ningqing also knows him very well.
No one can change the decision he made, not even her.
If you know that the ending is doomed and cannot be changed, then you will start thinking about finding the best balance in the doomed ending.
The broken window theory is also a kind of human nature.
Maybe even Liu Ningqing didn't realize it, but in fact, she has already started to adapt to the life of everyone together in the future.
"You'll be fine..." Liu Ningqing comforted softly.
An Xiaomi smiled and shook her head: "Sister Ningqing, you are so kind... If it were me, I would choose you without hesitation.
Sister Ningqing, I was always reluctant to part with him before, but now that he is with you, I can rest assured.
If God really favors me and allows me to survive tomorrow's operation..."
An Xiaomi looked at Liu Ningqing seriously: "Then I also promise you, you will always be my sister Ningqing, if you are embarrassed by me in the future, then I will leave consciously, it belongs to you, I will not to fight..."
Liu Ningqing stretched out a finger to gently tap her lips as she spoke.
Liu Ningqing's eyes were gentle, and she shook her head lightly: "I'll talk about the future, let's not talk about everything, I don't want to lose you as a friend, live a good life."
Alive is perhaps the most powerful word in Chinese.
An Xiaomi stretched out her hand, and Liu Ningqing also took the initiative to hold her cold little hand, and gently placed it in her palm to warm it up.
"Thank you, Miss Ningqing."
An Xiaomi smiled, and her eyes flickered slightly: "Also, the matter of Xu Zhimu and sister Jiajia... Sister Ningqing, I know you are very complicated now, and I am not qualified to give you any thoughts or opinions.
However, I only hope that you can always be by Zhimu's side in the future.
He likes me because we occupy each other's youth. Compared with love, we may really be more like family members. He and I are used to each other.
He and Sister Jiajia are like a key turning point in life, she is the most important person who brought Xu Zhimu a turning point in his fate..."
An Xiaomi spoke softly, and Liu Ningqing's eyes also showed some unexplainable emotions. She understood everything An Xiaomi said.
She also knew that whether it was An Xiaomi or Ye Luojia, their experience with Xu Zhimu determined that they were tightly bound to Xu Zhimu's fate.
These are advantages that Liu Ningqing does not have.
Therefore, this is also the reason why Liu Ningqing can accept them little by little.
"However, Sister Ningqing, you are different. If the encounter between Sister Jiajia and Xu Zhimu and I is destined, then only you are the only one that Xu Zhimu will do everything possible to get."
An Xiaomi's last sentence contained a bit of envy.
Liu Ningqing was also taken aback for a moment, and the scenes of meeting Xu Zhimu came to mind.
From the first time we met, Xu Zhimu seemed to be painstakingly managing the overall situation, while approaching her without leaving a trace, while taking care of her emotions, her life, her self-esteem, and her family.
In this life, Xu Zhimu gave her the most.
Of course Liu Ningqing knew about this.
An Xiaomi looked at Liu Ningqing, and she smiled weakly: "Sister Ningqing, I really envy you sometimes, but I also know that only you are worthy of Xu Zhimu's kindness to you.
If there was a previous life, it would be you who saved Xu Zhimu from despair."
An Xiaomi said, but Liu Ningqing's eyes were dim.
In the last life...whether it is true or not, but in this life, I have really given too little help to Xu Zhimu. The more favor she enjoys, the more uneasy she feels.
Perhaps, what she finds difficult to accept is not An Xiaomi and Ye Luojia, but herself who looks so bleak compared to them.
But at this moment, An Xiaomi squeezed her palm slightly.
"Sister Ningqing, I know what your concerns are. You don't have the nearly 20-year relationship between Zhimu and I, and you don't have the ability to directly help him in his career like Sister Jiajia.
But you've given him everything you can give her.
Sister Jiajia and I both have advantages that are different from ordinary girls, but what if we don't?
If we are just ordinary girls, even girls who have experienced so much suffering like you, Sister Ningqing.
I'm afraid we don't even have the ability to take care of our emotions. "
An Xiaomi laughed at herself, as if it was her own body, if it wasn't for her family and Xu Zhimu who had been encouraging her.
I'm afraid I can't hold it anymore, and maybe I will make many decisions that I regret.
She looked at Liu Ningqing's gentle face, and her tone was envious and relieved: "Actually, whether it is me or Sister Jiajia, we are always asking Xu Zhimu for spiritual support, but you are the only one who has given him so much Money, spiritual salvation that no amount of time can replenish.
So I thought, even if I choose to stay away from Xu Zhimu in this life, Sister Jiajia never met Xu Zhimu.
But Xu Zhimu will still live well.
However, he can't live without you, you are his spiritual support. People who have never fallen into despair will not understand the feeling of being redeemed.
Without you, he wouldn't be Xu Zhimu now. "
An Xiaomi held Liu Ningqing's hand and felt her palm trembling slightly.
These words caused endless waves in Liu Ningqing's heart.
She knew what An Xiaomi said, but her inner inferiority made her unwilling to think about it.
People need encouragement and recognition. These words circulated in Liu Ningqing's heart and became the source of her courage to face the future life.
"Sister Ningqing, I don't know if I can survive tomorrow's operation, but I hope that in the future life, you will always be good with Zhimu.
He is a dead-headed person, he will stick to it if he decides on one thing, and he will really listen to your words only. "
An Xiaomi held her palm tightly and said so much in one breath, An Xiaomi couldn't help coughing, and her face became paler.
But her eyes were exceptionally bright, as if she had no regrets: "Sister Ningqing, please."
Liu Ningqing's heart was shocked. She looked at the girl in front of her, her nose felt sour, and she held the girl's cold little hand.
Stretching out the other hand, he gently stretched out his little finger in front of her.
Liu Ningqing took a deep breath and showed a warm smile that made people forget all their worries.
"I promise you, Lagou."
An Xiaomi looked at the finger she stretched out, and a knowing smile appeared on her pale pretty face at this moment.
"Pull the hook!"
The fingers of the two girls were slowly pulled together, the tips of each other's noses were slightly sour, and the corners of their eyes were filled with tears, but at the moment they both had reassuring smiles.
Let this cold and pale ward exude a faint warmth at this moment.
……
Night gradually approached.
For the last dinner, Xiaomi's operation will start at noon tomorrow, so as long as this dinner is not a big fish or meat, or something spicy, it is completely fine.
An Xiaomi still looked very happy, and she kept talking about some interesting things at the dinner table.
But everyone at the dinner table really couldn't laugh anymore.
Xu's mother and Xiaomi's mother had been quietly wiping away their tears. The more they looked at An Xiaomi's sensible and lively appearance, the sadder they felt.
"Mom, after my operation is over, I will learn how to cook from you!"
An Xiaomi seemed to have a particularly good appetite tonight, and kept eating.
"Okay, when you get home, you will learn how to cook with your mother. Xiaomi, you have been smart since you were a child, so you will definitely be able to learn it as soon as you learn."
Mother Xu showed a smile, but her tone was still trembling.
A dull atmosphere enveloped the ward.
Dinner is over.
Everyone unanimously reserved the space in the ward for Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi.
Xu's mother originally thought of sleeping directly in the ward tonight and staying with An Xiaomi all night.
But after thinking about it, this will only cause a greater psychological burden on Xiaomi, so he can only go back early without affecting An Xiaomi's rest.
It's just that Xu Zhimu doesn't plan to leave today, he wants to accompany An Xiaomi.
I promised to her, and I also promised myself that when An Xiaomi needed him, the first moment she opened her eyes, the person she saw must be him.
Xu Zhimu planned to speak to Liu Ningqing.
But as soon as he walked out of the ward, Liu Ningqing gently tugged on his sleeve.
The two came to a corner of the corridor.
"You don't need to go back today, stay here with Xiaomi, she needs you more tonight."
Before Xu Zhimu could speak, Liu Ningqing finished the sentence in a soft voice.
Xu Zhimu's eyes paused, looking at Liu Ningqing's expression, he moved his throat: "Okay, thank you Qingqing."
"I'm not allowed to say thank you."
Liu Ningqing stretched out her hand and held Xu Zhimu's hand, her eyes were as clear and gentle as ever: "I'll talk to my parents, but you should also pay attention to rest, you know?"
"Well, don't worry."
Xu Zhimu leaned over with a smile, and kissed her lightly on the forehead.
Liu Ningqing looked at him seriously for a while, then turned and left.
Xu Zhimu returned to the ward.
"Zhimu, go back and rest too, it's been a busy day."
When Xiaomi's mother saw Xu Zhimu come back, she spoke.
Xu Zhimu shook his head and said with a smile: "I won't go back today, I want to chat with Xiaomi for a while."
With that said, Xu Zhimu came to the bed and sat down, looking at An Xiaomi's pale and pretty face.
An Xiaomi looked at him expectantly, but she still blushed and said, "I'm fine, you can go back and rest..."
"Don't say anything that is duplicity. I'm entangled with you tonight."
Xu Zhimu smiled and stroked her cheek lightly.
An Xiaomi's haggard cheeks finally showed a faint red, and she dodged her eyes slightly, looking in the direction of her mother.
"Okay, okay, I know that you are tired of looking at your mother every day. Today, my mother will go back with your father, and the room will be reserved for you."
Xiaomi's mother also smiled, got up and came to An Xiaomi.
She knew that the person An Xiaomi wanted most to be with this night was Xu Zhimu.
"But you have to go to bed early, you can't talk too late, you know?"
Mother Xiaomi explained carefully, seeing An Xiaomi's haggard face, she stretched out her hand distressedly to help her tidy up the hair around her ears.
He lowered his head and kissed his daughter gently on the cheek: "This is a good night kiss every day. Wait for mom to come back tomorrow."
Listening to her mother's gentle, playful tone, An Xiaomi couldn't hide her trembling.
"Well, I'm waiting for the next goodnight kiss!"
An Xiaomi almost couldn't hold back the tears in her eyes, and she nodded.
Mother Xiaomi took a deep breath, suppressed the tears in her eyes, looked at Xu Zhimu and changed the subject with a smile: "Does Xiaomumu also need a good night kiss?"
"If you can……"
Xu Zhimu also knew that Xiaomi's mother didn't want to make the atmosphere too dull, so she just followed suit.
It feels like the girl's eyes are dim.
Xu Zhimu smiled: "You'd better kiss Xiaomi more."
Mother Xiaomi rubbed his head: "With you here, I feel relieved."
Saying that, Xiaomi's mother lowered her head and kissed An Xiaomi's other cheek.
Turned around and left the room.
At this moment, there were only the two of them left in the ward.
Xu Zhimu breathed a sigh of relief, he never thought about it.
How could he be so bored when he was with An Xiaomi one day.
After all, tomorrow is the last hurdle...
"Hey! Why are you sighing, you really want my mother's goodnight kiss!"
An Xiaomi pouted when she saw him slightly lost in thought.
Xu Zhimu came back to his senses, smiled and said, "From now on, your mother will be my mother-in-law, so it's normal to kiss the face among foreign family members, right?"
An Xiaomi was not happy, and stretched out her hand to pinch Xu Zhimu's ear, but she was really weak and didn't have much strength.
Instead, there was a feeling of giving him a massage, and Xu Zhimu even showed an expression of enjoyment.
This made An Xiaomi wronged: "Bad guy, even if it doesn't hurt, you won't cooperate with me?"
"Hiss... Whoops! The heroine, spare my life!"
Xu Zhimu immediately exaggeratedly begged for mercy.
"Hmph! Screw you to death, pervert who likes young women!"
An Xiaomi spoke, but her face was ruddy. In the past few days, this would be the most relaxing moment for her.
Xu Zhimu grabbed her little hand with a smile, and looked at her with apprehensive eyes.
"No, it's not that I like young women, it's just that every time I see you in the future."
Xu Zhimu stretched out his hand and poked her little nose lightly.
"Occupied my entire youth.
You will have to pay me back this debt slowly in the future. "
Here it comes, the last chapter before the operation, and those who keep books can also be slaughtered.
(End of this chapter)